Monday, March 14, 2011

The Results are In.....

It's a BFN! I surprisingly took it better than I thought. I was at peace while on the phone with nurse and actually carried on a conversation for few minutes before bursting into tears. Apparently, I had been pregnant because my hormones were off the chart. Both the nurse and Dr. K were shocked it came out negative. Because my hormones we so high I can start again as soon as AF comes along. But because my hormones are so high I am looking at a week and half to start.

DH and I are so sad and we were so full of hope that this pregnancy would stick. But God had other plans. We now have 12 babies in heaven that we get to meet one day. We feel knocked down, but we will pull ourselves up again. We are in a different position this time around than our previous cycles. We have adopted a child, before we were childless. And this time I have more precious little embryos waiting for a chance at life, before both times I only created enough embryos to barely do a fresh cycle. It's nice to have options and not be back at square one.

My appt with Dr. K is on Monday. My nurse said he some ideas on how to make the next one take. I can't wait to hear what he has to say...


  1. So sorry to read your news but thrilled that you are handling it so well!!! Can't wait to read Dr. K's plans!!!


  2. I'm so sorry to hear this news. Not what I'd been hoping for. ; ( I love your attitude and you are right, with God, you can triumph through any adversity!