Moving Forward

I had my phone consult with Dr. K today. He finally got all my test results from the NEDC and get this. I don't have to do any testing or surgery. I had to have him repeat that because I was so shocked. Yep, that's right no testing. He did say that I have had so many unnecessary testing done and he could set me up some tests but it would be just a waste of my money!! I love this guy. Such a straight shooter. I am ready to go! I just need some embryos now. I am #4 on the list. I have moved up two spots since March 5th. Wahoo!!

Making Progress

I received an email this weekend from a nurse at Dr. K's office. He wanted to set up a time to talk on the phone with me. I have an appt for Thursday at 11. I am hoping I am still a great candidate for embryo adoption. Not sure what this is all about. Maybe a list of tests to do? I am praying I will have to do some tests but nothing big and no surgery! 3 days to go! Its funny, the unknown and the waiting in this entire process can drive a person crazy!

Rejection

After three long weeks of waiting for the donor family we met with to meet with the other recipient family the decision was made. They chose the other family. I told myself during this wait that my hopes weren't up. I would be fine either way. And I know I will be. But for today I am having a pity party. I feel so tired of rejection. My own body has rejected me, birth mom after birth mom and now donor family after donor family. I know with every rejection we receive another families dreams are coming true. I think of the couple that was just picked over us and how happy they must be. Full of hope, wonder and excitment to start their family. I know our match is out there somewhere. God please give me patience for this waiting game until your perfect timing is revealed for us.